February 1st, 2007 by lifeofajester
HaIz.. DaH LaMa rAsAnYe aKu TaK pOsT bLoG.. hMm.. TaK TahU PuLaK aPa NaK PoSt.. TaPi TaKpE.. i ThInK i’M gOnNa sTaRt wIt mA LiFe 1st.. aKu nGaN uChIe.. cAn SaY.. oUr 2 hEaRtS r ReCoVeRiNg LaR.. sTaRtInG a NeW LiFe wIt eAcH oThEr.. i’M tRyInG tO FoRgEt e PaSt tHoUgH.. TaPi VeRy dIfFiCuLt LaR.. KeNa PaLeH2 KoT.. DaMn.. NaK kU tUdUh MeNuDuH bErDoSa bEsAr.. TaK kU tUdUh, mCm aDa BaU2 NyE.. bUkAn aKu sOrAnG RaSa mCm nI.. oRg LaIn tGk pErAnGaI aKu pUn hErAn tAk HeRaN.. HaIz.. tHiS cHiNeSe neW Yr MaYbE dAK2 NaK gI MeLaKa.. NaK iKoT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HaRaP tAk RaIn LaR.. cOz KaLaU RaIn e tRiP WiLL bE cAnCeLLeD.. DaMn.. uChIe DaH NaK SeRvIcE MoToR n TuKaR TaYaR nI.. hmmmmm………. RaIn RaIn gO aWaY.. cOmE aGaIn afTeR e HoLiDaY.. wEE..
wEnT jOgGiNg wIt uChIe jUz nOw.. sUpPoSeD tO gO YeSt mOrNiNg.. TaPi TaHu2 jE LaR aKu nYe TiDo n BaNgUn KuL bRaPa.. iNsOmNiA tErUs.. sO KiTa gI tADi mLm.. JoG 2 rOuNd yIsHuN ReSeRvOiR JeK dUa2 DaH PaNcIt.. TaKpE LaR nI BaRu StArTiNg.. aDa Ke uCHie cKp aKu jOg LaJu sGt.. PaDa aKu tHaT’s e sLoWeSt pAcE dAt i cLd gO sEh.. HaIz.. TaKpE.. bEsOk tRy LaGiK.. dOk rMh MaKin mEmBuaK-bUaK aKu… tHeN LePaS tU aKu nGaN uChIe gI gEyLaNg.. gI PaNgKeNg.. wAkAkA!! tAkdE LaR.. GiLa Pe LePaS jOgGiNg NaK gI PaNg KeNg. SiLaP2 bEsOk KaLaU BaNk KeNa rOmPaK, uChIe TaK LaRaT SiOl Nak kEjAr..LuToT LoNgGaR JeK.. kk BaCk tO gEyLaNg.. sAjA2 gI kEdAi Hp… aSkInG aRd.. tHeN tO mUsTaFa cEnTrE.. aS uSuAl LaR.. aKu NgAn uChIe nYe PoRt.. tApI yG bInGiT sAnA NyE MaMa KaLau DaH JaLaN oR cRoSs rD, MaK KaU! mCM BaPaK dIa nYe Rd LaK!! iNgAt nI bOmBaY pE. SaRdInE jEk LeLaKI ngAn LeLaKi PiMpIn TaNgAn dGn sArOnG bErLiPaT sAmPaI aTaS LuToT! sToP iT sIa u aLL. dAnGeRoUs sAk cRoSS tU mCm. pApE jAdI eH PaSsEnGeR tEtAp TaK SaLaH. NaNtI KiTa yG KeNa.. OtAk MaTi sAk. ok bErBaLiK PaDa mOtIvE KiTa Ke SaNa wAs bCoZ aKu BeLi tOiLeTrIeS aR.. sToCk PaT rMh gOiNg dOwN. "tOiLeTeRieS" MoToR pUn BaNyaK PaT sAnA.. sUkA ar uChIe.. tHeN BaLiK gI MaKaN PaT KaLLaNg mRt sAna. KeDaI KoPi aR.. PrAtA pE bEsAr.. KeNyAnG sIoL kiTa..
ThEn BaLik tGk vCd ‘DiVa PoPuLaR’. ucHiE sEmAnGaT sAk NaK tGk. LaSt tV tGk dIa. aKu tGk dIsC 1 tErUs tUtUp. cRiTa geRek aR TaPi tErGeRaK HaTi NaK cHeCk fRiEnDsTeR. aKu cLiCk jEk wHo "vIeWeD mE", aNjAt gEgErL BiLa sI DIA vIeW pRoFiLe aKu.. gUeSs dIa DaH TaHu LaR HidUp aKu mCmAnA sKrG.. sO aKu vIeW LaR dIa BaLiK.. wAh.. sTaTuS dAh SiNgLE NaMpAk?? pIc CoUpLe pUn Da DeLeTe sEh.. WeLL, GoOd LaR.. sAmPaI BiLa kOrAnG NaK bOdOh2 KaN eAcH oThEr kAn.. JgN sAmPaI DaH KaWiN pUn kOrAnG MaSiH NaK bUaT eAcH oThEr mCm nI.. HaTi aKu mAsIh sAkIt Eh.. iNgAt sIkIt. n pLs!! dUn iNvOlVe cUtTiNgs!! PaDa aKu KaLau KaU JaNtAn TuLeN aDa sAtU BaTaNg dUa BoLa, KaU mEstI LeH SeLeSaIkAn PrObLeM tAnPa BaBiTkAn mAsInG2 nYe CuTtInG pe. bE a GeNtLeMeNt. JgN kAu RaMaI kAu bErAnI, kAu sOrAnG bUaH peLeh pAt TeKaK. nI sAtU pErInGaTaN fR kItA nYe HeAdMaN. KiTa NyE HeLmEt pOmPuAn pUn aDa PaKaI. KaLaU kOrAnG SaLaH aTtAcK, kOrAnG aTtaCk pOmPuAn, KiTa TaK LeH dIaM eH.
u gO uR wAy, i gO My WaY.. TaPi OnLy GoD kNoWs wAt i pRaYed fOr eVeRy SiNgLe DaY.. sAtU hAri KaLaU KaU KeNa BaStArD ke.. aNaK pOmPuAn Ko KeNa BaStArD Ke.. , kAu iNgAt aKu jE dA cUkUp. nI sEmUa cOnFiRm aDa rEtRiBuTiOn.. KaLaU TaK KeNa PaDa KaU cOnFiRm PaDa GeNeRaTiOn KaU. jGn BuSoKkAn NaMa CuTtInG kAu sEndIrI eH. SeLaMa nI aKu dIaM2 JeK. TaPi jGn iNgAt kaU LeH MaTiKaN aKu. LaIn oRg LaIn CaRa.. kk eNuFF aBt u!! wIsH Ya aLL e BeSt!!! n dUn gImMe mIssEd CaLLs aNyMoRe!!
hMm.. dAh KuL 0340am nI.. bEsOk NaK rEtUrN cHiNaToWn LaGik.. tHiS tImE nGaN KaK iNa LaK.. bUkAn ReTuRn NaK PaIrAp oRg.. NaK cArIk cHeOnGsAm mUrAh2 LeR.. WaKaKaKa…. k KaK iNa bEsOk MaKe sUrE Lu MaSak sEdAp2 TaU!! cOz wA MaU ReTuRn rMh Lu DuLu sEBeLom cHiNaToWn.. TaHun Ni TaHuN BaBi. jGn Lu MaSaK KaN wA BaBi gOrEnG sUdAh LaR.. hEhEhEh.. BeSok wA MaU TuNjUk Lu JaCkET HoNdA wA BaRu BeLi LaR PaT bUgIs.. wAn cHeNg HaBiS… wOoHoO..
K LaR SeKeLiAn uMaT fRIeNdStEr.. i’M LoGgInG oFf fR HeRe cOz i wAnNa LoG iN tO Ma BeD nOw.. tErSiLaP KaTa HaRaP dImAaFkAn. KaLaU sTiLL TaK TeRiMa, WeLL.. tOo BaD cOz i aPoLoGiZeD jUz oNcE! n u jUz gOtTa LiVe wIt iT!!
LuRvE n HeArTbReAk, rAcHeL..
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January 8th, 2007 by lifeofajester
i JuZ dUnNo wHeRe tO sTaRt wIt.. i jUz tUrNeD 22 LaSt dEc.. BuT FeLt LiKe tHeRe’s nEvEr gOnNa Be 23.. i’m sTuPiD.. rEaLLy sTuPiD.. LovE hAs bRiNg mE dOwN.. i cAn’T cOnTiNuE LiFe wIt gUiLt, sHaMe n dIsApPoInTmEnT..
yusaini.. u hurt me.. it hurts more than an open wound… i couldn’t bring myself to be wit uchie.. i’m too ashamed.. u made this my last blog.. uchie.. kita mintak maaf.. kita bersyukur awak masih dapat menerima kita.. tapi kita tak nak terus menyakiti awak dan menambah beban pada awak.. biarlah kita yg undur diri.. kita mintak maaf kerana mengambil jalan ini.. yus.. ira harap dgn pemergian ira.. ira dapat membuktikan cinta ira pada yus.. tangis dan airmata telah gagal membuktikan apa-apa.. yg tinggal hanya nyawa.. this e only way…
uchie.. jgn kesali apa yg terjadi.. ira masih sygkan uchie.. hanya kesal dan serba salah yg menghalang………………..
kasih yg diikat terlerai jua……..
mY hEaRt….. rAcHeL……
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January 7th, 2007 by lifeofajester
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January 6th, 2007 by lifeofajester
AsSaLaMuaLaIkUm tO aLL mY fReNs.. rAcHeL’s LaSt dAy hErE WiLL be tHiS cUmMiN wEd.. sO mOsT PrObAbLy.. i’M gOnNa DeLeTe mA bOtH LiL VaIn aNd IrA rAcHeL’s fRiEnDsTeR aCc bY mOnDaY… iF u sTiLL sEe mE aRd, mEaNs i’M i jUz cAn"t bRiNg MaSeLf to dO iT.. sO SoRrY.. gOnNa MiSs u GuYs n GaLs..
rAcHeL wAnNa sAy tHaNk u oNcE aGaIn fOr e LaSt TiMe tO tHoSe oF u wHo NeVeR fAiL tO bE tHeRE FoR mE.. rAcHeL rEaLLy HeArTs U LoTs!!! TiLL wE mEeT aGaIn..
LoVe n sOrRoW………….rAcHeL…
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January 4th, 2007 by lifeofajester
Let Them Go….
If you love someone, learn to let them go….
If they return to you, it was meant to be.
A great LOVE is when YOU shed tears and still care and long for him, he begins to love another soul AND yet you still smile and said, " I am happy for you and wish you all the best in your marriage.."
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January 3rd, 2007 by lifeofajester
i FeLt LiKe mA HeArT HaS bEeN tOrN aPaRt.. OnLy MaNaGe tO eXtEnD 7 dAyS oF sTaY.. HoPeFuLLy.. tHeSe dAyS wOn’T bE a TeArFuL oNeS.. mE n uChIe.. r LiKe fReNs NoW.. mE n YuSaInI, sTiLL tRyInG tO MaKe HiM unDeRsTaNd wHy i cHoSed tHiS dEcIsIon tO LeAvE e BoTh oF ThEm.. tHeRe’S nO SuCh ThInG aS BeSt MaN wInS hErE.. tHrEe HeArTs r bLeEdInG.. n i CaN OnLy SaCrIfIcE eVeRyThInG i HaVe NoW…
i’M fEeLiNg e PuReSt oF PaIn rItE NoW… cRyInG mY hEaRt OuT aLoNe @ hOmE, i WoNdEr iF tHeRe’S aNyOnE oUt ThErE wHo cAn rEaLLy fEeL e PaIn i’M gOiNg tHrU… fEeLs LiKe tHeRe’s No uSe gOiNg oN WiT LiFe.. i’M BaCk tO sQuArE oNe.. ALONE.. cRiTiSmS WiLL sTaRt n tHeY WiLL OnLy sToP wHeN i cLoSe mY eYeS fOrEvEr.. mA gRaNdMA.. sTiLL fInDiNg a WaY tO TeLL HeR.. iF OnLy sHe cLd hEaR mE cRyInG oUt LoUd..
uChIe.. KiTa mInTaK MaaF.. eVeNtHoUgH i DiD eVeRyThInG fOr ReAsOnS, i nOe i’Ve HuRt u a LoT.. bUt.. u sTiLL oCcUpY e MeMoRy cArD oF mA HeArT BaBy.. BuT, BoTh oF uS r HuRt.. n iT rEaLLy HuRts mE whEnEvEr wE sHoUteD @ eAcH oThEr, tRyInG tO bRiNg eAcH oThEr dOwN.. yEaH.. iN TiMeS LiKe tHiS, e FrEnS u oWaYs LaUgHeD wIt, WiLL aLL bE MiSsInG iN aCtIoNs.. BaIk aR.. TaK PaSaL..
yUs.. wHy dO u kEeP TrEatiNg mE sO NiCeLy..? wHy mUsT u BuRdEn UrSeLf bY HeLpInG mE LooK fOr JoBs wHeN u dUn eVeN nOe wHaT u’Re dOiNg aLL tHiS fOr..? u CaN’t eVeN aNsWeR mA SiMpLe QuEs.. R u WiLLiNg tO TaKe cArE oF mE?? dUn sAy u LoVe mE fOr fUn Or fOr NoThInG.. cOz rAcHeL dOeSn’T NeEd a MaN tO CoMpLeTe hEr LiFesTyLe.. rAcHeL dOeSn’T NeEd a MaN to RuLe HeR BeLoNgInGs.. eVeNtHoUgH sHe LoVeS u sO MuCh, bUt iF u CaN’T aNsWeR hEr SiMpLe QuEs, tHeN fOrGeT aBt MaKiNg HeR uRs. kEnApA.. BeRaT kE sOaLaN Tu?? BiLa tGh MaRaH, mCm2 BoLe diLuAh.. TaPi sEbENaRnYa dLm HaTi, TuHaN SaJa yG TaHu..
tO tHOsE wHo cOmMeNtEd, rAcHeL pUt HeR HaNds ToGeThEr, sMiLe n BoW aS hEr tOkEn oF aPpReCiAtIoN..
LoVe……. rAcHeL………
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January 3rd, 2007 by lifeofajester
KiAn JaUh.. KiAn HiLaNg.. KaSiH aNtArA KiTA.. NaMpAk tEnAnG.. pAdA ZaHiRnYa.. TaPi BaTiN TeRsIkSa.. yG tErGuRiS TaK NaMpAk dI MaTa.. yG tErHiRiS tErLuKA.. SeSeKaLi TeRbIt aIrMaTa.. TaHaN seBaK dI dAdA.. kE MaNaKaH nAk kU BaWa.. kEsAn KiAn MeLaNdA.. kE MaNaKaH hEnDaKkU kHaBaR.. PiLu dI DaLaM dAdA.. BiLa KaSiH di HuJuNgnYa nYaWa.. RaSa iNgIn dImAnJa.. PeRaSaAn Ku KiAn TeRsEnTuH.. BiLa rInDu iNi bErLaBuH..PaDa aKu.. MasIh aDa KaSiH bELuM tErHaKiS.. sEbEnArNyA sUdAh LaMa.. kU SuNgGuH bErKeCiL HaTi…
KiNi tIbA MaSaNyA SaYaNg.. aKu aKaN MeNgAtUr LaNgKaH.. BiArLaH sEmUaNyA.. KiTA TiNgGaL HaNyALaH BuAt sEJaRaH.. MaSiH kU InGAt.. dAn tErKeNaNg.. PeRcInTaaN Yg pEnUh MaKnA.. tErLALu BaNyAk aKu mEmEnDaM rAsA.. SeLaMaT TiNgGaL KaSiH.. SeLaMaT TiNgGaL SaYaNg.. TaK iNgIn sEjArAh cInTA BeRuLaNg.. LuKa MaSiH tErAsA…..
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January 2nd, 2007 by lifeofajester
rAcHeL jUz wAnNa MaKe tHiS cLeAr- i bLoGgEd nOt tO be sYmPaThIzEd.. i bLoGgEd tO LeT mA fEeLiNgS oUt.. hOw MaNy oF u rEaLLy gIvE a f**k aBt mA PrObLeMs..? e TiMeS wHeN i’M dOwN.. wHeN i cRiEd.. hOw MaNy oF u rEaLLy gIf uR ShOuLdEr tO cRy oN?? nI bUkaN NaK bErKaTa-kAtA kAsAr.. TaPi sEkAdAr MeNgInGaTkAn.. KaLaU aDa yG InGaT tAk nAk MaSuk CaMpUr.. aKu PuN tAk MiNtAk.. iTs NoT LiKe aS if, e mOmEnT u ReAd mA bLoG, u aLrEaDy VoLuNtEeR UrSeLf iNtO mY PrObLeMs.. nO! u’Re fReE tO ReAd.. GiVe cOMmEnTs n oPiNiOns.. aNd jUz tO LeT u NoE, i rEaLLy rEaLLy aPpReCiAtE iT VeRy mUcH pEePs n i LuRvE u aLL tO e MaX!! n tHoSe wHo aCtUaLLy MaKe tImE ReAdInG mA bLoG, mSgInG mE iN fRiEnDsTeR wIt tHoSe HeArTfuL wOrDs.. ThAnX a MiLLiOn.. i nOe mA tHaNx r nEvEr eNuFF…
FeW dAyS i’Ve NoT bEeN bLoGgInG, i’M sTiLL vErY dOwN.. HaRi RaYa HaJi wAs a qUiEt oNe @ mA gRaNdPaReNtS’ pLaCe.. WeNt tHeRe wIt sWoLLen eYeS.. ReAsOn i GaVE.. cOnTaCt LeNsEs.. LaMe.. n oH yA.. w/o eNgAgEmEnT rInG aLsO.. LuCky mA gRaNdPaReNtS NeVa NoTiCe.. bUt mY aUnT nOtIcEd.. n.. wE TaLkEd aBt iT.. i sPeNt mOsT oF e TiMe iNsIdE mA gRaNdMa’S rOoM.. sHeDdInG tEaRS w/o hEr kNoWiNg..
mA gRaNdMa.. wAs oWaYs sEeMed HaPpY eVeRytImE aLL hEr cHiLdReN n GrAnDcHiLdReN GaThErEd @ hEr pLaCe.. eVeN uChIe cAme.. fOr a wHiLe OnLy.. N e bEsT tHiNg iS.. sHe NeVa fAiLs to CoOk fOr uS.. sHe’S LiKe a MoThEr tO mE.. tOoK CaRe oF mE sInCe i wAs 3 mThs oLd.. sInCe ThEn i CaLLed HeR "mAk"…. mA gRaNdMa jUz ReCoVeReD fR AMI.. ACUTE MYOCARDIAL INFARC.. a SiLeNt HeArT aTtAcK.. aCcOrDiNg tO e dOc, e rIsK oF dEaTh iS HiGh.. sO wE CaN’T aFfOrD tO LeT hEr dOwN wIt uNnEcCeSaRy wOrRiEs.. mE… i’M e eLdEsT gRaNdcHiLd.. n i CaN’T aFfOrD tO LeT hEr NoE mA PrObLeMs… i’M WiLLiNg tO sAcRiFiCe mA HaPpInEsS fOr HeR.. sAyInG tHiS TeArFuLLy iNsIdE mA HeArT… "i juz want her to be happy.."
bOtH gUyS mEt.. YuSrI n YuSaInI.. i’M rEaLLy HuRt.. dAmN HuRt.. oNe KeEp MaKiNg mE fEeL gUiLtY, oNe cOnTiNuE tReAtInG mE sO NiCeLy.. bOtH gUyS eVeR sHeD rEaL TeArS fOr mE.. wAt dO i Do..? i’M e oNe sUppOsEd tO mAkE e dEcIsIoN.. bUt wHeN i cRiEd.. bOtH jUz DuN uNdErStAnD… sO wHeRe dO i sTaNd..?
tOmOrO iS mA LaSt dAy in S’pOrE.. kk sOrrY.. fOrGoT tO TeLL yA.. i’M e OnLy MaLaYsIAn in Da FaMiLy bUt s’PoRe eDuCaTeD.. dAh 4 mThS tAk WeRk.. sO gOtTa gO BaCk ThErE b4 i GeT MaSeLf a nEw jOb.. nOt yEt PR.. dUnnO y La.. tHat oNe gOtTa aSk mY iRrEsPoNsIbLe FaThEr.. sO i wOn’T bE sEeInG u GuYs aNymOrE.. nOt iN mSn eVeN.. tHiS cLd bE mY LaSt bLoG.. cOz i dUn fEeL LiKe cUmInG BaCk hErE.. bUt iT aLL dEpEnDs oN wHeThEr i cAn sTiLL eXtEnD mY sTaY oR NoT LA.. iF nOt, tHeN TaTa TiTi TuTu… sO SaD!!!!
iF rAcHeL HuRts aNyOnE wIt HeR wOrDs.. tHeN rAcHeL aPoLoGiEs..
LuRvE…. rAcHeL…
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December 27th, 2006 by lifeofajester
sUm DaYs i fEeL LiKe sHiT.. sUm DaYs i WaNnA qUiT.. i FeLt sO F**KeD uP dAt i’M sTuCk iN tHiS sHiTs.. wHy NoW.. tHeRe hAs bEeN a cHaNgE oF hEaRt sInCe a yR aGo.. bUt wHy iS iT nOw dAt i HaVe tO FaCe aLL e bLaMiNg?? mY cOnFiDeNcE hAs bEeN aLtErEd.. mY sEnSe oF sEcUrItY hAs bEeN LoWeReD.. aLL bEcOz oF.. e MiSuSiNg oF cHaNcEs dAt i’Ve gIvEn u.. bUt wHeN i FeLL fOr e kInD LoVe i’Ve bEeN LoNgInG fOr.. u aCcUsEd mE oF BeInG uNfAiThFuL.. KeNaPa BiLa LeLaKi bUaT tAiK, iAnYa DiAnGgAp bIaSa.. TaPi KeNaPa BiLa WaNiTa yG bUaT tAiK, iAnYA mEnJaDi PeRbUaLan oRg SaNa sInI.. BuT PpL jUz rEfUsEd tO nOe e tRuTh wHy wE DiD wAt wE DiD.. sUx..
u dUn LiKe mE tO PeN mY ThOuGhTs dOwN HeRe.. bUt HaVe u eVeR sIt dOwN, HoLd mY HaNds, aSk mE wAts mA PrObLeMs…? hAvE u..? i rEfUsEd tO pEn dOwN wAt eXaCtLy u DiD.. cOz mOsT oF mY FrEnS r uR FrEnS.. sO i ThInK i sHuDn’T pRoCeEd MoRe tHaN LeTtInG OuT My fEeLiNgS.. n iF u’Re sAyInG iTs wRoNg tO LeT oUt mA fEeLiNgS oVeR HeRe, tHeN wHeRe n tO wHoM sHuD i LeT iT OuT tO?? nOt EvEn oNcE i LeT mY FaMiLy nOeS aBt ThIs.. nOt a SiNgLe oF tHeM.. sO mUsT i cRamP eVeRyThInG iNsIdE n eNdEd uP KiLLiNg MySeLf?? YeS.. i"m LoSiNg mY gRiP RiTe NoW.. n i nOe.. sUiCiDe iS aGaInSt e ReLiGiOn.. bUt i OnLy gOt MySeLf To bLaMe iF oNe DaY i wErE tO LoSe mY SeNsEs n LeAvE eVeRyThInG eLsE bEhInD..
aLL oF e TiMes.. wHeN eVeRyThInG eLsE sEeMs wRoNg.. i FeLt LiKe tHeRe’S nO UsE gOiNg oN.. wHeN e wHoLe wOrLd’s gOnE.. wHo’S ShOuLdEr WiLL bE LeFt fOr mE tO cRy oN..? sHuD i LeAvE e wOrLd oR LeAve e BoTh oF u n gEt BaCk tO mY oLd wAyS?? yEs.. LiFe HaS tO gO On.. bUt PpL jUz CaN’T sToP bItChInG, MeMoRiEs cAn’T bE eRaSeD.. n HeArTaChEs cAn NeVeR bE CuReD.. u SaiD u’LL LeT Me gO.. bUt u’Re tRyInG tO MaKe iT SeEmS LiKe eVeRytHiNg eNd bEcOz oF mE.. dAmN..
WiLL tHeRe Be aNoThEr tOmOrRoW fOr mE..? i hOpE thErE wOn’T bE aNy……………………
eNdInG…. rAcHeL…
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October 23rd, 2006 by lifeofajester
Hi PeEpS!! WeLcUm tO Ma NeXt bLoG!!! oNcE aGaIn, i WaNnA sAy a MiLLiOn ThAnX fEr ReAdInG mA bLoGs.. @ e SaMe TiMe, i wLd LuRvE tO wArN sOmE PaThEtIcS ReAdErS wHo’S ReALLy PoSseSsIvE oF wAt’s CoNtEnTeD iN Ma bLoGs.. pLs La… iTs GoOd EnUf ThAt i DuN MeNtIoNeD NaMeS ReGaRdInG SoMe PpL.. BuT FeR GoD’S SaKe!! pLs StOp ReLaTiNg mE As a ThIrD PaRtY iN Ur R’sHiP wHeN i dUn gIvE a DaMn aBt Ur Bf!! FrIeNdS WiLL sTiLL bE FrIeNdS.. bUt ToO BaD.. i"m PiSt!! FuCkInG PiSt!! iF iTs FeR e FiRsT 2 TiMeS, i MaY ConSiDeR cLoSiNg oNe EyE.. BuT iF iTs CoNtInUoUs, tHen LeTs JuSt HeAr Me OuT!! iF u ReALLy WaNNa NoE e DaMn TrUtH, pLs KiNdLy bE iNfRoNt oF mY FoOtStEpS n SaY iT StRaIgHt tO Ma FaCe!!u ThInK tOo MuCh GaL!! n StOp KiLLiNg UrSeLf InSiDe!! i"m EnGaGeD n GeTtinG MaRRiEd.. WeLL.. SoRrY iF U’Re NoT.. HeHe..
u ReAdErS r MuCh2 aPpReCiAtEd BuT pLs.. dUn bE PoSsEsSiVe n MoSt iMpOrTaNtLy.. sToP BeInG sO PaThEtIc!! SoRrY iF i HuRt aNyOnE oF u iN aNyWaY.. i jUsT WaNt sOmE oF U tO sToP BeInG PaRaNoId.. SyAkWaSaNgKa yG SeLaMa iNi aDa dLm DiRimU aDaLaH PaLsU SeMaTa-MaTa.. DaN JgN SaMpAi SyAkWaSaNgKa iTu MeMbAkAr HuBuNgAn Mu SeNdIrI.. EsOk aDaLaH 1 SyAwAL.. aMpUn DiPoHoN MaAf DiPiNtA.. SaMpAi Di SiNi SaHaJa LuAhAn Ku KaLi iNi.. GuA NaK CaBuT gI GeyLaNg FoR e LaSt TimE!!
L.O.V.E.. IrA..
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