iRa’S pAtHeTiC LiFe

tHi pEePs!! SoRrY fEr NoT bLoGgInG TaT FrEqUeNt Ya…bEeN BuSy wIt InTeRvIeWs ThEsE FeW DaYs… ToO TiReD tO EvEn ChEcK mY FrIenDsTeR oR LoG On To MsN.. aNyWaY.. i’M BaCk.. BuT i gUeSs i DuN HaVe MuCh ThInGs tO bLoG aBt NoWaDaYs.. ExCePt fOr i"m DeAd BeAt tIrEd RiTe nOw..

JuSt FiNiSh mY CoOkInG… aYaM MaSaK LeMaK CiLi PaDi.. BeEn cOoKiNg ThAt qUiTe oFtEn.. BuT mY iRrItAtInG FaThEr HaD a CrAvInG fOr tHaT DiSh.. CiLi PaDi MaU LeBiH BaBe!! BiAr BaPaK aKu pUn BeRAK2 mCm aKu.. HeHe!! fR jUz NoW i’Ve bEen TrYiNg To CaLL BaBy sUzUkI bUt CaN’T GeT ThRu.. Oi!! TiDo MaMpUs Ke??!! sTiLL ThInKiNg oF wAt PrEsEnT tO GeT FoR InEz.. oTaK NgAh JaMmEd!!!

DaH LaMa TaKdE GaThErInG For e KuTu GaLs… SeDiH sAk.. eVeRyBoDy HaS bEeN BuSy wIt ThEiR oWn ThInGs.. HaIz.. MiSh YaNtI.. dUn GeT tO HaNg OuT ThAt oFtEn aNyMoRe.. WeNt tO KaK IdA’s pLaCe YeStErDaE.. NoT MaNy PpL tHeRe.. OnLy mE, uChIe, bOtH KaK IdAs, aBg KaCaNg, aBg LaN, aS, aBg RaFi, bArT, fIr n HeLmI.. sUpPoSeD tO HaVe a MeEtInG oR SuMtHiNg aBt ThIs wEeKeNd’S BiG BiKes CoNvOy oN SaT n TAA eScOrT ThIs SuNdAy.. BuT SaT’S pLaN WaS cAnCeLLeD cOz oF IMF(DaMn).. sO We pRoCeEd wIt sUnDaY pLaN..SuNdAy’S gONnA bE a LoNg DaY.. ReVeNgE WeDdInG EsCoRt, TAA eScOrT, FoLLoWeD bY InEz bDaE @ AkMaL’s pLaCe… hOpEfULLy e WeAtHeR’S gOnNa bE aLL FiNe……

DuNnO y NoWaDaYs i eXpErInCeD TheSe bIg SpOtS oF iTcHiNeSS aLL oVeR mA BoDy oNlY aFtEr 7pM (LePaS MaGhRiB)… sTrAnGe… fUnnY pUn aDa.. hMm.. CoNfIrM ThErE’s SoMeBoDy wIt eViL iNtEnTiOnS tOwArDs Me RiTe…?? aRrGh!! HaCk CaRe La… BuAt La aPa Ko NaK BuAt…. aKu PaSrAh…(mCm PaHaM.. HeHe..)

tO KaK iNa… ThAnX FoR ShAriNg wIt mE uR SoRrOwS.. kU TaHu DiRimU sEdAnG PaSrAh..(CeH.. CeH..) WaTeVeR iT Is, aDa HiKmAh dISeBaLiK aPa Yg bErLaKu… TaBaHkAn HaTi.. KeSaBaRaN iTu SePaRuH dArI iMaN… (aKu Ni mCm PaHam jE NaSiHatKaN oRg.. HeHe.. TaHu TaK Pe..) k La.. gTg… cIaO sIn Ci!!!

L.O.V.E… PeNjUaL aNgGuR….

DaMn.. nOt WoRkIn CuRrEnTLy.. StUcK @ hOmE.. jUsT 2 DaYs, n i FeLt sO BoReD n SuFfOcAtEd!! WoKe uP @ 11 jUz NoW.. cHeCkEd Ma FrIeNdStEr n mA mAiLs.. oUt oF a SuDdEn.. i FeLt ThAt i’M MiSsIn sOmEbOdY.. nO.. nOt SoMeBoDy.. iN FaCt, a wHoLe LoT Of PpL… mY CoLLeaGuEs!!!! sOb.. SoB.. SoB.. iF OnLy U GuYs CaN sEe mE TeArInG RiTe NoW.. i rEaLLy MiShEd u pEePs! i MiSh mA PaTiEnTs.. yes.. ma PaThEtIc PaTiEnTs.. YeaH i nOe.. bEeN CoMpLaInInG a LoT aBt ThEm.. BuT nOw.. DuN gEt tO BaThE ThEm aNyMoRe.. fEeD ThEm aNyMoRe.. SeNd ThEm fOr ScAnS aNyMoRe… n mOsT iMpOrTaNtLy.. aNsWeR CaLL BeLLs!!! DaMn…………………

MiSh ThOsE TiMeS WhEn We dO TuRnInG oF ImMoBiLe PaTiEnTs n ChAnGiNg oF PaMpErS tOgEtHeR.. SeRvEd MiLo ToGeThEr.. TuBe FeEdInGs.. DrEssInGs.. aDmIssIoNs.. tOpPiNg uP ChaRtS.. MiSh WeRkInG NiTe ShIfT WhEn We OrDeReD fOoDs n aTe ToGeThEr.. GoSh.. wHy aM i So SeNsItIvE????? aRrGgH!! CaN’T HeLp TeArInG… rEaLLy HaViNg a HeArTaChE NoW.. MiSh SiSTeR Ng.. n Mr ShAsHu… MiSh CaRoL, KaK JuLiAnA, kAi, jAq..  MiSh AuNtY.. mIsH MiChEaL.. mIsH mA StUdEnTs.. MiSh aLL e QuRReLs n LaUgHs.. sUdDenLy i FeLt LiKe i’M LoSiNg a bIg PaRt oF mA LiFe… WaRd 47… i mIsSiNg u BaDLy..

i dUnNo WhEtHeR u GuYs MiSs mE oR NoT… BuT mOsT iMpOrTaNtLy.. i jUsT MiSsInG U GuYS ThOrOuGhLy.. aLL e TeMpErS n aNgErs i ShOwEd.. i rEaLLy dUn MeAn ThEm aLL…OnLy GoD kNoWs hOw i"m fEeLiNg RiTe NoW… i DiDn’T MeAn To MaKe A qUiCk n qUiEt LeAvE ThAt DaY.. cOz i NoE i WoN’T bE AbLe tO sEe aLL tHoSe FaReWeLL gOoDbYeS… i DuN Wan aNyBoDy sEeInG mE cRy……. mA aPoLoGiEs..

L.O.V.Es, H.U.Gs n K.I.S.Ses……. EnRoLLeD NuRsE, NuR IrAnI AsHrI

hI PeEpS.. i’M BaCk wIt a NeW MoOd… UnAbLe tO DeScRiBe ThOuGh.. hMm.. oN mC ToDaY.. HaViNg DiArHoEa aR… NaIk LoNgGaR LuTuT BeTa.. mY oWn fAuLt aCtUaLLy… SeNdIrI CaRiK pEnYaKiT.. bEeN oN DiEt ReCeNtLy.. cOz i ThInK i’Ve PuT oN sO MuCh WeIgHt ThAt i CaN’T EvEn fIt iNtO mY LuRvELy JeAnS… dAmN.. sO i tRiEd KaK InA’s sLiMmInG TeA.. gOsH.. RABAK GILER!!! iT rEaLLy KiLLs mE aLoT aT WeRk… aPa TaK NyE.. pAtIeNt NaK BeRak, aKu PuN NaK BeRaK.. NaIk bInGiT PaTiEnT2 aKu..  tHeN e OtHeR DaY mE n UcHiE WeNt To aN aTm @ yIsHuN.. @ tHaT pOiNt oF TiMe tHeRe’S tHoSe ciScO2 nYe oRg PaT sItU.. tOpPiNg Up MoNeY i GuEsS.. aKu NyE PeRuT LaK DaH StArT MeNgULaS.. cAnNoT TaHaN aNyMoRe sIa… i BeG n bEg uChIe tO bRiNg mE tO e NeArEsT PeTrOl sTaTiOn.. KeLam KaBuT sKeJaP aKu… HaIz… ThAnKz eH KaK InA………..

mC tOdAy, LaSt DaY oF WeR ToMoRrOw…. HaPpY AdA.. sEdIh aDa… TaKuT PuN aDa.. hMm.. dUnNo HoW WiLL i ReAcT tOmOrO @ WeRk.. MeStI MeLaLaK-LaLaK KaN… HoPe i cLd CoNtRoL My EmOtIoNs… LaSt DaY aLsO i’LL Be SeEiNg ‘M’.. mUsT bRiNg CaMeRa ToMoRo.. iSh.. y aM i fEeLiNg So uPsEt NoW…?  MuDaH-MuDaHaN eVeRyThInG GoEs WeLL aFtEr ToMoRo…..

YeStErDaY.. mE n UcHiE, kAk InA n RaMsUL, aBg LaN n KaK IdA, NaJiB n AnI, wE aLL WeNt tO jB vIa fIrSt LiNk.. fR MoNeY ChAnGeR, We HeAdEd tO a MaKaN pLaCe wHiCh wE CaLL "KaRoUkE".. ThEn MaKaN NyE MaKaN… CaMe ThIs iRrItAtInG SpEcImEn sHakInG hAnDs wIt e GuYs… NaK TaHu SaPa????????????? TaK PaYaH La KoRaNg TaHu SaPa… BiAr TuHaN DaN BuDaK2 yG aDa PaT sItU jE Yg TaHu… n OnLy GoD nOeS HoW mUcH i WaNtEd tO CoNfRoNt HiM n sLaP hIs bLoOdY FaCe!!! PaKKaL aBg LaN n KaK Ida aDa PaT SiTu.. i WoNdEr HoW hE sTiLL GoT E cHeEk To aPpRoAcH uS!! TaKuT KeNa PaIrAp kApE BoY????? hE WaS NoT aLoNe ThOuGh.. wiT a DiFfErEnT GaL.. aRgGh!! aPa aKu KiSaH!! LeMbU PaKaI sKiRt PuN dIa NaK!! ThAt TiMe McM YeYe Nak CoNfRoNt aKu.. MaKi2 aKu.. BiLa Da aDa DePaN MaTa, BuAh tErUs KeCuT!! HaRaP MoToR BeSaR, HaSiL TaKdE!! sEsIaPa Yg MaSiH iN CoNtAcT DgN nI MaNuSiA, sUrUh DiA BaCa bLoG aKu Ni.. TaK PuAs, dTg FaCe tO FaCe JuMpA aKu PaT YiShUn Ok??????

hMm… HaRi Ni bLoG aKu mCm eXtRa PaNjAnG… bIaSaLa.. bUkAn SeNaNg NaK LuAhKaN IsI HaTi aKu Ni…. k La… wAnNa pRePaRe My cGh StUfFs fOr a ReTuRn ToMoRo… u GuYs TaKiNg CaRe Ya!!!

L.O.V.E…… nYi LoRo KiDuL….

hMm… i DuNnO wHy ThEsE FeW DaYs i’Ve NoT bEeN iN a GoOd MoOd… tHiNgS HaVe NoT BeEn gOiNg My WaY aT aLL… PeOpLe @ wErK KeEp PiSsInG mE oFf!! fRoM NuRsE MaNaGeRs tO sTuDeNtS, tHeY JuSt cOuLdn’T SeE mY aNgEr.. mY PaTiEnTs MaDe Me sO HyPeRtEnSiVe TiLL i bLeW mY ToP… mAyBe ItS JuZ mE.. KaTa OrG bArU2 Ni AkU mCm TaK BoLeH KeNa SiKiT.. BeEn tHiNkInG aLoT LaTeLy..

i nOe wItHoUt mE NoTiCiNg, i’Ve HuRt MaNy pEopLE wIt My WoRdS.. i’M SoRrY.. BuT i SiMpLy CaN’T CoNtRoL My AnGeR.. @ ThIs MoMeNt, i FeLt iKe bUrStInG InTo TeArS.. bUt HoLd oN To It.. tO tHink oF iT, i’M ReaLLy LoSiNg mY GrIp.. i’M WrItInG ThIs bLoG iN mY wArD.. immEdIaTeLy afTeR my RePoRt…cOz i ReaLLy CaNnOt TaKe e sTrEsS…..

i pRaY n rEaLLy PrAy tOmOrO WiLL bE BeTtEr ThAn YeStErDaY…tOmOrO i"M gOiNg OuT wIt SiTi, KaK YaTi n DaTi To BoAt qUaY.. hOpEfULLy NaDiAh WiLL bE AbLe tO JoIn uS n i’LL bE AbLe To EnJoY MySeLf ToMoRo… WiLL uPdAtE mY bLoG ReGaRdInG ToMoRo’s OuTing!! cIaO!!!

L.O.V.E.. jEsCa